Endings are also Beginnings. Gifts embraced and Lessons I learnt in 2020

Ending are also new beginnings. I personally find that with all endings, I benefit from reflecting back on what I have learnt from what has ended, and in this case it is the year 2020. Reflecting back I have found it to be an amazing year with so many lessons and gifts I have embraced! I have shared some of them below.To be my best friend. I learnt to be more resilient and creative than I ever thought I could be. I found ways to fulfil my needs and be there or myself.

I travelled to New Zealand, a dream come true! A land I had never visited and a distance I had never travelled alone. I had an amazing time driving around and exploring. The trip home was a journey all on its own! It was a tremendous growth spurt from start to finish.
I know more clearly than ever before the persons in my life I can rely on and that are truly there for me in a crisis. I love you all more than I could ever say and I thank you all with all my heart.
I learnt that my body has any amazing healing ability to accelerate its own healing when I provide it the optimal environment. I significantly healed fibroids that stuck out of my lower abdomen for almost 3years. After 22days of providing an environment conducive to healing they have shrunk and now my lower abdomen is level. Blog post to come with more about this amazing experience. Watch this space.
I realised that I have so much to be grateful for. I have a practice of counting my blessings on waking and on going to sleep every day. Thanking God on rising and Thanking God on sleeping.
The caring, nourishing presence of Mother Nature. Days I would be in despair with no one to speak to, I would go and sit with Mother Nature and ask for her help, and she was always there for me. She held me and sat with me and showed me the way.
I fell in love with the bird song again and loved the choir or birds I would wake up to hearing. I look forward to hearing their choir come together again in the Spring if not before.
I am even more conscious than I ever was before of what I focus on, and to focus on what resonated with my heart, whatever is going on outside.
I have shifted a phenomenal amount of density from within my being, past traumas, mental, emotional and physical, and feel so much lighter within.
I have made new friends and joined families that have come into my life, that bring me great sense of peace and joy.
I have fallen in love with myself more so than ever before. I have embraced more of my shadow and healed more of my inner child. I am so proud of how far I have come.
I have fallen in love with myself more so than ever before. I have embraced more of my shadow and healed more of my inner child. I am so proud of how far I have come.
The biggest lesson I have learnt is that there is nothing more important than the peace I feel within my heart, whatever is going on outside.