The illusion of love, unlearnt
I no longer sacrifice myself due to the hatred and anger I feel from past experiences, waiting for an apology that is yet to come.
I now choose to set myself free.
Enough self sacrifice.
You are on your merry way, and I am waiting no longer.
I prefer my own company than those that have shown me that they don't care,
And yet I pine for them to see the Truth, to awaken.
Please, please wake up!
And in the mean time my heart is broken and I experienced emotional abuse.
I now wait no more.
I let you be where you choose to be .
I let you be who you choose to be.
I no longer wish for you to see the Truth.
I leave you where you are.
I no longer wait for an apology.
I see you, I let you go and I set myself free.
I now moved forward.
I love myself more than the illusion of love I learnt.
I release myself from the old learnt illusion of love and I now create my own Love.
A love that feels peaceful in my heart.
A love that feels like a smile within.
A love that brings warmth to my being.
A love that feels true to my soul.
A love that is free and liberating.
A love that is Me.