I have realised

I have realised that some people will never love me the way I need to be loved.

I have realised that everyone does not love in the same way.

I have realised that only a pet and God love unconditionally.

I have realised that some that I love will never love me.

I have realised that people are seriously messed up.

I have realised that some would rather be nasty, than look at themselves in the mirror.

I have realised that I have endured more pain than I every thought I could.

I have realised that some respond to love with hurt.

I have realised that I had a lot to learn about boundaries.

I realised not everyone in my tribe, is of my tribe.

I realised that I have given more than it was good for me to give at times.

I have realised people assume rather than ask questions.

I have realised that family is not what I was thought it was.

I have realised that we are all unique.

I have realised that there are many uncomfortable square pegs trying to fit into round holes.

I have realised that I am my own saviour.

I have realised I am my own best friend.

I have realised that I have a greater connection with God than with any human being, thus far.

I have realised that it is best to cultivate the courage to speak my truth, whatever the world expects.

I have realised it is best to not have any expectations of those who have expectations of you.

I have realised that I learnt a lot through fear, trauma and doubt, and that now, I am choosing to learn through love and wisdom.

I have realised that most people are scared and trying to survive.

I have realised there is no point being normal, as it does not exist.

I have realised that I will never fit in, and that I was born to be authentic.

I have realised that everything I think I need is within me.

I have realised I prefer the company of animals to people.

I have realised that my heart is most at peace sat by the sea or under the shade of trees in a forest.

I have realised that happiness comes from the way I talk to myself and look after myself.

I have realised that I am always taken care of, even when I think I am not.

I have realised that the more I learn the more there is to unlearn, and learn.

I have realised that everything I was told that was wrong about me, and that I needed to stop or change, are actually my gifts and powers.

I have realised not to believe anything anyone says, and to discern for myself what is true.

I have realised that the world is full of many courageous people doing amazing work, and that I love reading and hearing about them. It gives me hope.

I have realised that I am blessed.

I have realised that life is what you make it, from moment to moment.

I have realised that though I love being with people, I’d rather be on my own than gossip, make small talk or be in energy that feels toxic.

I have realised that I shed tears of joy, when I meet a heart that resonates with mine.

I have realised that some would rather misunderstand me than get to know me.

I have realised that some discard me when I no longer have anything that is of value to them.

I have realised that flowers feel so happy to me, they grow in dirt and bloom beautifully.

I have realised that talking to babies, animals, the Seas, Mother Nature and Father Sun are some of the best conversations I’ve had.

I have realised that I am always connected to the Divine.

I have realised that I love the smell of rain on a hot day and freshly cut grass.

I have realised that my favourite people are those that I can sit with, say nothing to and feel understood.

I have realised I feel so much joy when I pick and eat my home grown fruits and vegetables. I have realised I enjoy sharing them with the birds too.

I have realised that this life is temporary.

I have realised that I love raw Cacao in anything and on its own.

I have realised that I am not of this world and have been ready to go home since I arrived.

I have realised I am here as I have work to do, and once that work is complete, I will be home.